Feelings

I have not changed my feeling on the apartment. Many say, you made a decision and should stick with it, and look forward! Make the best of it. I don't know, I think I have always been a "Maverick", long before I started the RV life. The longer I sit here looking around me, the more I realize the big mistake I made. I don't know if it can be fixed or not. Maybe with time I will get used to the apartment. My husband and I always had trailers, and since he died in 1997 I have been going it alone. First in a class C motorhome. When I decided to sell the house and go full time, I looked for something I would be comfortable living in, even if not travelling. I bought my F350 Dually first and then the Big Sky Montana. I traveled and camped with friends and boondocked in Arizona for three years before I went full time. When I left my house, it was like a great weight had  been lifted from my shoulders! Now I feel that weight has returned. Here I sit, among this "ole" furniture I thought I was forever free of! Remember the fellow that went out for a pack of cigarettes and never came back. Well, that is exactly what I would like to do!