Thursday, March 25, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
All day today I have been feeling sad. It is a beautiful day, sunny and nice. It finally dawned on me why I felt so sad. It was this day ten years ago I lost my precious Mother. I still miss her so much, and after all these years, with I could talk to her. We were very close. My Mother and Dad divorced when I was nine years old. We moved in with my grandfather and two uncles. Things were quite different. Seems I had no Dad, but then I had three! For years it was jut my Mother and me. I was always included with her friends. Later when I started dating, it wasn't unusual for her to go with me on my dates. I was always jealous, my date seemed to like her better than me! She would try to roller skate, tried to learn to ride a bike. She did ride a motorcycle with my husband, even I wouldn't do that! I discussed everything with my Mother. Some girls I worked with was so amazed that I told my Mother "stuff". She stuck by me when my youngest daughter died, I couldn't have made it without her. Then just six months later lost my husband. I think without her I would be a total idiot. She was a strong Christian, and taught me to be. She always encouraged me to keep on trying, I could do anything I set my head and heart to do. Always encouraged me to keep on learning new things. If I was wrong, she sure let me know it! I thank God everyday for giving me such a wonderful Mother. I miss her so!
Friday, March 5, 2010
Today is my birthday! I am not going to say which one! I feel my age, 39 and holding, Ha Ha. I received several Birthday Cards from my daughter and friends. Spent most of the day just talking on the phone. My dog Kandi and I went out and she rode with me to the post office. She still does not like the big truck. She wants to go, but then when she does go she gets so nervous and whines. I really think she wants to drive! Every time I get out, come back to the truck, she is in the drivers seat. I keep telling her her legs are too short! Very windy today, March is here. I did not get the bed of my truck cleaned out, lots of tree branches, leaves etc. I want to get the hitch painted, and lubed before hooking up again. I hope to do some traveling soon. Weather man is already talking about storms, it is Tornado season again! Well, another day older, I am just glad to be here. I did play with my phone, trying to learn how to take pictures with it, found I could make a video!